July is like never-ending.

We have been in July for the last 3 months. But then it also feels like it’s August already???

I have been binge-watching Modern Family for the last 2 months, I think, and now I’ve started watching Haikyuu (fav anime) again for the third time! There’s just something about sports anime that gets you all riled up to work harder and be better.

Now that I wanna play badminton regularly, I have a couple of badminton anime I wanna watch.

I have just realised while writing this, that I have become a crybaby. Just after the August line I almost typed.. ‘I had big plans in Jan, I set goals for Q1, Q2 whatnot, wasn't able to do anything.. Blah blah’ but then I realised it isn’t something I haven’t already said before or I am not aware of. So why cry again and again?

I took a deep breath and wrote things I am up to to resolve this.

I’ve realised waking up early solves (almost) all the problems I have. But I have been going to bed at 4 am (not doing anything productive necessarily). That needs to go. Like right now.

Aim for 9.30 am, and I think I’ll have enough time and space and silence to think things through and have a life I came to have.

Quick update: The risk I took? Didn’t fall through, so we are hanging in there with no backup, with this looming ‘what if’ on my head, which is scary but not scary enough that it keeps me from sleeping.

I need a plan and a plan asap. Because it solves a lot of things.

This should be a good enough place to start. That’s enough for now.

Lol, this could be a series. Getting your life back together #1. Subject line found!