Hellooooooo,
Valentine’s week is (almost) here! Are you spending it with your boo or your boo-boos (aka friends, dost, yaar, mitra, bandhu)!!
I am celebrating it with my parents, cause duh!
I was thinking, “I need to think.“ I am not consuming enough content to think about content and am doing the bare minimums for myself and for clients. I need to bring it on track.
So I got to reflecting and realised:
April marks two years of me freelancing full-time.
When I looked back at my income timeline recently, I noticed something interesting.
My growth did not happen gradually.
It happened because of one major shift.
Here is my honest quarterly breakdown:
Q2 2024: ₹37,672
Q3 2024: ₹235,626

This was the biggest jump I made to date, and it happened because I signed my first proper retainer.
What My Work Looked Like Before That
I mostly had experience in blog writing when I started freelancing in April. So I was looking for similar work. I did have some experience in content calendars and social media and I wasn’t sure if I wanted to do it.
I was doing good work. Writing blogs for my first ever client but I needed to expand.
Income was unpredictable and depended heavily on how many projects I could take.
In June, I signed a client for a 1-month trial as the Content Lead.
At that time, my role was mostly execution focused.
I was:
• Creating social media content calendars
• Coordinating with designers
• Writing captions
• Scheduling and publishing content
I focused on:
• Timely delivery
• Consistent quality
• Being reliable and easy to work with
After that month, the client offered a three-month retainer.
But here is the part that actually made the difference.
I started joining client calls.
Not because they asked me to.
Because I wanted to understand their business goals better.

The Real Upgrade Was Not The Retainer
The real upgrade was context.
Once I started attending calls, three things changed immediately:
• There was less back and forth
• Deliveries became faster and clearer
• Revisions have been reduced significantly
Something else changed, too.
Clients started seeing me as someone who understands strategy, not just someone who executes content.
That shift builds trust. Trust builds retainers.
What I learnt?
Clients rarely retain people only for output.
They retain people who reduce their mental load.
When you understand decisions before executing tasks, you become easier to depend on.
That is when your work becomes sticky.
What That Quarter Taught Me About Growth
That jump taught me three things that still shape how I freelance today.
1. Stability Comes From Retainers
Project work helps you start. Retainers help you scale.
(now, don’t think you won’t be able to sustain, if you don’t retain (the rhyme was intentional), but it helps keep mental sanity and not panic!)
2. Being In The Decision Room Changes Everything
If you only receive tasks, you stay replaceable.
If you understand goals, you become valuable.
3. Growth Is Not Always About Working More
Once I structured delivery systems, I used that time to add a different type of client work. That kept me mentally engaged and helped prevent burnout.
The Strategic Pattern I Accidentally Built
Looking back, my growth followed this path:
Execution → Context → Ownership → Retainer → Pricing Confidence
I did not plan it like this. But now I follow it intentionally.
If You Want Retainers, Start Here
Try this instead of waiting for clients to offer retainers:
• Ask about business goals, not just content deliverables
• Join planning or review calls when possible
• Take ownership of outcomes, not just tasks
• Look for ways to reduce client friction
You do not need to overdeliver by working extra hours.
You need to overdeliver by thinking deeper.
What I Am Working Toward Next
My next goal is simple.
Turn these quarterly numbers into a monthly consistency.
Still building toward it. Still experimenting.
As always, I’ll keep sharing the messy middle.
Currently, I am in conversation for signing a long-term project-based client into a retainer. I’ll let you know how it goes!

Side note:
Winters are almost over, which means I am waking up a little earlier, completing 8-10k steps on most days, and am back to reading regularly.
The 40 books this year aren’t going to read themselves.
Smaller side note: Posting twice on LinkedIn, and writing something every day (small or big) for the remainder of February, is a goal too big or there is no such thing and I am just finding reasons not to do it?
Tell me to go for it! and I will :)

will you be my pusher?
What are you up to these days? Lemme know! Looking for inspiration, in dire need of one!
‘kbyee
Nikita